You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I DONT NEED ANYONE'S SYMPATHY!是对是错?
我真的很不明白。。我这样做也错,那样做也错。。
伤害?旁观着知道吗????
不知道就在那里说我坏话。。。
Saying That U Care In The Past.... When Did U Ever Do,,,?
Im Just A Toy To You In The Past? 要就找,不找就算了?
I Dont Anyone's Sympathy!!! 爱一个人。。你知道他的代价吗?
No Matter What Happens, A 3rd Party ALWAYS Have To Be In Between... Why....?
He Ask Me Fang Shou, I Also Let Go,,,, I Ask Him.... And Im a BADDIE?
也许我根本都不该回来。。。回来的代价是。。。?
我做错了吗??
我承认我对爱很 demanding.... 但是你也知道的。。我还未走出我的阴影。。
Im Just Naive... To Believe... Ai??? What Is That???
Ni Men Tong Ku... Wo Jiu Bu Ma????? Try Losing Your Loved Ones In An Instant.
Try Facing Ur Family Problems Alone... Everyone Has Got Their Own Problems...
I Face Mine This Way , Ye You Cuo...?
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
我爱他的方式错了吗?
难道对他而言,我是一道伤痕?
我不需要任何人的同情。。。
我只想好好的爱你。。。也有错码?
爱是自私的。。。想拥有他, 我的错?
If Im Given A Choice, I Rather Be A Cold Person Who Loves Him Only...
What She Said Is Right Ba? Other People Loving Me = Getting Themselves Hurt..
I Was Never Meant To Be Loved In The 1st Place.?
Maybe I Can Love But Not Be Loved Ba.....
How I Wish Someone Could Take Me Away.... I Thought It Was You...
I Wanna Rely On You... But Then...To Realise What I Did Was Just Killing You Within...
变得人应该是我吧。。。?
I Live To See Your Smile... But Nth I Do Brings Out Your Smile...
Well... I Think Next Time I Better Dont Ask U Do Anything Le...
My Turn To Accomodate To You :] You Dont Have To Give Up Anything For Me ANymore..
And Dont Care About My Feelings Anymore.. Thank You :]
和你的时光底确是最幸福的。。 但是对你也许是最痛苦的吧?
This Is Gonna Be My Last Post.... I Dont Wanna Online Again Le....
If Not I'll Just Be Sore In Other People's Eyes Again...
GuaGua, I'll Only Follow U Now... Wo Hen Lei Le...
Please Tell Me How To Love You...Then Is The Right Way...
And TO That Someone IF She's Reading:
You Said I Bad Mouth You? What Did I Do?
When You Need Me, I Was There.. When You Dont, I Just Kept In Silence...
You Even Wanna Disown Me.... When U're Sick , I Was Really Worried..
Maybe My Feelings To You Are Just Extra Ba... You Dont Even See Me As A Mei...
Promises Are Really Meant To Be Broken?
Why Does Every SINGLE Promise Be Broken...?
Haiz... Who Should I Trust Now.......
People That I Need ; Shouldn't Need Me ....
People That I Love ; Shouldn't Love Me ...
People That I Want ; Shouldn't Want Me ...
People That I Miss ; Shouldn't Miss Me ...
People That I Made Promises With ; Shouldn't Honour It ...
People That I Trust ; Shouldn't Trust Me ...
Some Feelings Are Just Meant To Be Kept Within...
Allowing Personal Feelings To Overtake Ur Brains Really Is A Peril...
and once more...
I DONT NEED SYMPATHY ! thx all who loved me ; alert warning: dont love ma anymore , if u dont wanna get hurt :]
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@8:59 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
已经过了那么久。。。我也不知道要说些什么。。
日子有喜也有哀。。。但是悲哀总是让人忘却喜乐。。
Story Time...
But Then Her Fairytale Ended..
She Has Lost All Hopes In Everything..
Till He Appears...
Still He Treated & Doted On Her Like No One Does..
Her Love For Him Is Immense.
However There's This Saying :
There's A Season For Everything.
His Friend Used To Be The Little Girl's Sister.
But Then Due To Some Reason, The Little Was So Hurt
By What The Friend Did & Left..
This Friend Was Exceptionally Good Towards Him..
The Little Girl Asked Him To Make A Choice Between Them..
Initially His Reply Really Hurts Her...
He Said :
" Cant I Have Both? Why Must I Make A Choice? Do I Really Have To Give Up Someone?"
The Little Girl's Heart Shattered Into Pieces That Very Moment.
Tears Are Flowing Like Never Ending Rivers..
He Asked :
" Would U Leave Your **** & **** If I Ask You Too?"
And She Lost Someone On That Day Too...
Sad To Say, No Matter How Hard She Tries , Nothing Works..
She Speak Off Her Mind :
" You Said You May Be The Cause If She Ever Get Ill..
I Dont Want To Hurt Anyone. Do You Understand?"
At That Very Moment , The Little Girl Was Devoured..
" You Know Her More Than I Do... You Cared For Her So Much.
When I Was Ill, Where Were You?
When I Needed Someone , Where Were You?
U Said You Dont Wanna Hurt Anyone
But Then Do You Know My Heart Is Bleeding For You?"
All These Thoughts Went Thru Her Mind..
The Pain Within Is More Demanding Than The Pain On The Outside..
He Made All The Promises.But Will He Remember Any?
She 's Distorted... Aimlessly Wavering...
Will He Really Stay By Her Side Forever....?
She Really Needs Him..
But Then This Song Kept Replaying...
She Hopes She Dont Have To Ever Sing This Song..
Can Someone Bring Her Away.....
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@8:08 AM