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You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Monday, November 17, 2008



There's only so much a person can take concerning the things of this world that we go through
Especially when there is a strong connection based on the situations,
This can make anybody just tired..

I'm tired of trying to act strong...
I'm tired of that masque ..
I'm tired of always standing firm in every other aspect on life..

I'm tired of those smiles..
I'm tired of being put in the middle of my family problems..
I'm tired of pretending to be someone i was never meant to be..

I'm tired of letting my guard down
and ending up getting my feelings hurt by the ones I care deeply about..
I'm just tired of being hurt...
Physically, Emotionally, Mentally EVEN wavering Spiritually..

Everytime people see me with a "smiley" face..
They constantly ask if i'm alright..
But they just don't understand that I'M TRYING MY BEST TO HOLD BACK..
Must They Really Tear It Down & Rekindle All My Misery..

I'm tired of people not understanding that I base my actions on following my instinct and heart..
I'm tired of people pretending as if they know me..
I'm tired of my heart leading me in the wrong direction..
I'm tired of numbing myself with lies..

I'm tired of dumb grudges & pathetic cries..
I'm tired of trying to explain myself when you're not even trying to listen..
Even if what say I seems as if it would start an arguement,
Why bother asking when you didnt even mean it..

I'm tired of lies..
I'm tired of sticking even after realising where your priorities are,
clearly it's not on me..
I'm tired of differentiating Love..

I'm tired of people who act as if they care when they mean the other..
I'm tired of leading a life with no tomorrow..
I'm tired of hearing people saying how much they "love" me..
I'm tired of always asking myself WHY..

Why does it have to be this way..
Why can't people tell me the truth in the 1st place..
Why must people give me a fairytale which is a nightmare in diguise..
Why must people drive me to my wits..
Why am I fading away..
WHY WHY WHY...

I'm tired of being heart broken too many times in a row..
I'm tired of giving it a 100% and agony is all i have in the end..
I'm tired of being pushed around...
I'm not a ball..

I'm tired of being led on with no results...
If you don't mean it then just leave me be...
Don't take advantage of my weaknessess & play with my emotions.

Be Real with me Like I try to be...
And just like the music you're constantly listening to..
I'm tired of FAKE RELATIONSHIPS,
CONFIDING IN THE WRONG PEOPLE THAT I THINK I CAN TRUST but instead i am deceived by them..

But yet, I can't get angry cause i care..
I'm tired of people taking my goodness for granted I'M JUST SIMPLY TIRED..
Hurt can bring you too much shame
And definitely quick to cause alot of pain..

But i cant blame them, for i still care..
Though im bleding within, it's all worth it..
When it comes to forgiveness,
people think I'm insane because I did the opposite of man's usual way.
When it comes to carrying blame,
people think I'm stupid because i answer for the things i never do.

Who really understand the true meaning of happiness..
Does Getting Revenge really = happiness ..
My happiness can come last..
Putting a smile on someone else's face is My True Happiness.

That's why i forgive and forget and just live...
"LIFE GOES ON"
Be A Real Grown Man or Woman that can set aside their pride and do what they got to do.
Cause the lies
This hurt...
This envy...
This relationship...
This pain...
This tears...
The heart breaks...
Makes me SIMPLY TIRED

Letting Grudges Overcome You, Only Brings About Your
Downfall Sooner..


You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
 @11:10 AM

I've never been perfect, But neither have you

♥


-爱xiaoAN

aka ahYAN



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Being Normal In Her Presence Is A Feat.
Staying As A DORMANT Volcano When "Convection Currents" Dont Agitate Her.
Creates An Unimaginable EXPLOSION When She's "Reacted".
Becomes A Mimosa Every Now And Then.
Addicted To Realistic Fairytales Like Drugs <3 ; Desire To Create Her Own :D
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