You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Life is a rainbow made of 7 colours,
It needs just a touch of fresh flowers,
Life is run by it's driver sometimes the driver does quiver,
So u, the driver, make your life as sweet as flowers,
And pour upon it happiness Showers.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@9:06 AM

If it is true that a heart cries,
Then my heart weeps like a thousand Willow trees!
If it is true that a heart knows sorrow,
My heart is sadder than the tragedy of wars Lost or won!
If it is true that a heart can break
My heart is shattered like Humpty Dumpty From his fall,
Crushed like a rose beneath uncaring feet
That Deceiving Smile & Masquerade..
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@8:39 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
There's only so much a person can take concerning the things of this world that we go throughEspecially when there is a strong connection based on the situations, This can make anybody just tired..I'm tired of trying to act strong...I'm tired of that masque .. I'm tired of always standing firm in every other aspect on life..I'm tired of those smiles..I'm tired of being put in the middle of my family problems..I'm tired of pretending to be someone i was never meant to be..I'm tired of letting my guard down and ending up getting my feelings hurt by the ones I care deeply about..I'm just tired of being hurt...Physically, Emotionally, Mentally EVEN wavering Spiritually..Everytime people see me with a "smiley" face..They constantly ask if i'm alright..But they just don't understand that I'M TRYING MY BEST TO HOLD BACK..Must They Really Tear It Down & Rekindle All My Misery..I'm tired of people not understanding that I base my actions on following my instinct and heart..I'm tired of people pretending as if they know me..I'm tired of my heart leading me in the wrong direction..I'm tired of numbing myself with lies..I'm tired of dumb grudges & pathetic cries..I'm tired of trying to explain myself when you're not even trying to listen..Even if what say I seems as if it would start an arguement, Why bother asking when you didnt even mean it..I'm tired of lies..I'm tired of sticking even after realising where your priorities are,clearly it's not on me.. I'm tired of differentiating Love..I'm tired of people who act as if they care when they mean the other..I'm tired of leading a life with no tomorrow..I'm tired of hearing people saying how much they "love" me..I'm tired of always asking myself WHY..Why does it have to be this way..Why can't people tell me the truth in the 1st place..Why must people give me a fairytale which is a nightmare in diguise..Why must people drive me to my wits..Why am I fading away.. WHY WHY WHY... I'm tired of being heart broken too many times in a row..I'm tired of giving it a 100% and agony is all i have in the end.. I'm tired of being pushed around... I'm not a ball..I'm tired of being led on with no results...If you don't mean it then just leave me be...Don't take advantage of my weaknessess & play with my emotions. Be Real with me Like I try to be... And just like the music you're constantly listening to..I'm tired of FAKE RELATIONSHIPS, CONFIDING IN THE WRONG PEOPLE THAT I THINK I CAN TRUST but instead i am deceived by them..But yet, I can't get angry cause i care..I'm tired of people taking my goodness for granted I'M JUST SIMPLY TIRED..Hurt can bring you too much shame And definitely quick to cause alot of pain..But i cant blame them, for i still care..Though im bleding within, it's all worth it..When it comes to forgiveness,people think I'm insane because I did the opposite of man's usual way.When it comes to carrying blame,people think I'm stupid because i answer for the things i never do.Who really understand the true meaning of happiness..Does Getting Revenge really = happiness ..My happiness can come last..Putting a smile on someone else's face is My True Happiness. That's why i forgive and forget and just live..."LIFE GOES ON" Be A Real Grown Man or Woman that can set aside their pride and do what they got to do. Cause the lies This hurt... This envy... This relationship... This pain... This tears...The heart breaks... Makes me SIMPLY TIREDLetting Grudges Overcome You, Only Brings About Your
Downfall Sooner..
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@11:10 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
I was ask by NONO to do this quiz AGAIN ~.~ .By The Way I Did This Quiz Long Time Ago Before...Question 1 ~ The Person who tagged me is?
Reply : superNONO!Question 2 ~ Relationship with them?
Reply : th superNONO? Friend.Question 3 ~ Your 5 impressions of them?Reply : Hmms... Hilarious, lack of confidence, Optimistic, Easy Going , Passionate Dancer? LOL Question 4 ~ The most memorable thing she/he had for you for?
Reply : Eh... Cant Think Of Any... Console Me When Im Sad? LOLQuestion 5 ~ If they becomes your lover, you will?
Reply : IMPOSSIBLE? Question 6 ~ If she/he becomes your lover, things she he has to improve on?
Reply : Already say IMPOSSIBLE ~.~Question 7 ~ If she/he becomes your enemy you will?
Reply : It Must Be Tough Hating Me :DDQuestion 8 ~ What is it you wanna tell them now?
Reply : Be Yourself And ENJOY ;xQuestion 9 ~ Your overall impression of them now?
Reply : th superNONO..Question 1o ~ How do you find people around you will feel about you?
Reply : EMO thats the WORDQuestion 11 ~ The characters of yourself you love are?
Reply : None.Question 12 ~ The most ideal person you wanna be is?
Reply : Nobody? Cause NOBODYis PERFECT xDDQuestion 13 ~ For people who cares and likes you, say something to them.
Reply : I Love You More Than You Love Me.. Hoho :DDQuestion 14 ~ Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about.
Reply :
1. superNONO
2. ahJUN
3. zoelyn4. krystal5. renee6.jesslyn
7. priscillia8. evelyn9. chunhui10. momoQuestion- Who's no.6 having relationship with?
Answer- i dunno ._."Question- If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Answer- O.O impossible :DDQuestion- What is no.2 studying about?
Answer- Sec Education lor.Question- When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Answer- Very Long Le =xQuestion- What kind of music does no.8 like?
Answer- Not sure... Pop?Question- Does no.1 have any siblings?
Answer-Think So? Question- Will you woo no.3?
Answer- Woots.. Les !!! But She Would Not Want Me ):Question- How about no.7?
Answer- LES ~!!!! wahahaha =x.
Question- Is no.4 single?
Answer- Should Be.Question- What is the surname of no.5?
Answer- I Dont Know
Question- What is a hobby of no.10?
Answer- SwimmingQuestion- Do no.5 and no.9 get along well?
Answer- Should Be.Question- Where is no.2 studying at?
Answer- NASQuestion- Where does no.9 lives?
Answer- I DOnt Know.Question- What colour does no.4 likes?
Answer- Maybe Pink?Question- What is no.10 doing now?
Answer- In School?
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@9:18 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
I have been asked to do this QUIZ by Priscilla Mei and NoNo the SUPERMAN.
After doing this quiz pls pass this to 6 other ppl :]
Q1-Do you have secrets?
~ Who Dont? [:
Q2-Would u fall in love with a guy older den u?
~ Why Not? LOL.. At Least He Is MATURED while im CHILDISH ;x
Q3-Do you enjoy going to school?
~ It Rocks To The Core !!! Provided Everything Remains The Same ):
Q4-What will u do with a billion dollars?
~ LDC will come to my mind :DD
Q5-If you were to choose boyfriend or best friend?
~ Best Friend.. But Will He/She Choose Me Back Too?
Q6-What is the thing u desire now?
~ S.E.C.R.E.T.
Q7-If the person u secretly like is attached, what will u do?
~ Let Nature Take Its Course.Because You Cant Force Someone To Love You, In Addition,
You Cant Force Yourself To Not Love Someone...Let TIME Prove Everything Then...
Q8-Is there anything that has made u extremely happy?
~ Babies !!!! Aren't They Adorable ? :]
Q9-What makes u angry?
~ Good Question. I Rarely Get Angry.. LOL
Q10-How would u see urself in 10 yrs?
~ A Mummy..
Q11-Currently who r the most important person to u?
~ MYSELF xDD err... Closer Gans? Most Importantly , Th Lil One (:
Q12-What is the most important thing in ur life?
~ Promote ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE ~
Q13-Which is more important, Family or Career?
~ Family. Due To Reality, Im FORCED To Choose The 'C' ):
Q14-What is ur favourite colour?
~ Depends On The Day And Mood. But PINK is definately OUT! :]
Q15-Will u give all in a relationship?
~ I Used To Do That.. With Brokeness Now, What Am I To Offer Him Again...?
Q16-What will u do if ur boyfriend is a 2 timer?
~ If I Really Loved Him Alot , I'll 睁一只眼,避一只眼.
Q17-What will u tell the person whom u like?
~ 我一直以为我拥有了所有,但却有人让我发现自己少了那个照亮我生命的星星.. 在我喜怒哀乐
时,陪伴在我身旁.那个人非你莫属..
Q18-If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, who will u choose?
~ Time... Will Show Everything... I Wont Accept Any...
This are the people whom i will tag to do this quiz :
Ah Jun ,Cheryl Mei, Kaiyi Nuer,Rebecca Mei, SHirley Jie, Sharon Ah mA.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@10:28 AM
Monday, November 3, 2008
到底什么是爱?脆弱的?永恒的?
其实答案就在你手里...
怎样的爱就由你怎样对待它来决定...
"因为爱着你的爱,因为梦着你的梦,所以背着你的悲,幸福着你的幸福...没有风雨躲得过,没有坎坷不必走.所以安心的牵着你的手,不去想该不该回头..."
分分离离 vs 恩恩爱爱 昨天还爱的轰轰烈烈,天翻地覆的情侣,竟为了挫折一刀两断,反目成仇.只因为他们的爱如玻璃般脆弱,所以不堪一击.
懂得理解,原谅和珍惜.一起走过暴风暴雨.爱情就会想diamond一样的坚硬与通明.
Today is his birthday....
happy 16th Birthday ah jun :Dwould it really be a happy one? i wonder..
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@9:41 AM